I have OCD, depression and anxiety are killing me. i can...
I have OCD, depression and anxiety are killing me. i can't live in a month without being depressed.. I'm sick, yet people won't understand and can't. Even my wife, who is pregnant for 8 months and I can't give her any emotional supports yet I yell at her for not understanding me..
I started out nice, good first impression, good looking but ***** at maintaining long term relationship. I always screw up great and healthy relationship that I built, its like a curse or something I always ***** ed it up.
I hate to say this but I feel like ima player, short term relationship always works out fine for me, as well as others. In that way they don't cry over me nor be sad because I will hurt them eventually in a emotional way or another..
I don't wanna be alone but I feel like I can't help from alienating myself to be alone, to be free from any kind of chained relationship which I desperately need..
I'm sorry I don't know what I'm saying I'm so ***** ed up. I feel like I should get a divorce and let her find some nicer man who is not like me and give her all the emotional needs.. And maybe marrying her is bad choice.. for her.. and me..

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