I have been dating my girlfriend for 3years now, I love her ...

I have been dating my girlfriend for 3years now, I love her and I hope to marry her. Unfortunately, during the first 2years, we were together at my apartment and she was working on her assignment, I just got horny and i tried to get her in the mood and she slapped my hand away, saying she was not in the mood. I just kept trying, I did everything alone...
There was a day we were arguing about something and i asked if i ever forced her to do something, her answer was yes, that i raped her before. I didnt know what to say because i didnt even remember, i mean she didnt even struggle with me or try to push me away, she said No once. I feel bad about it and I apologised several times since then. when she looks at me, i still feel like she has not forgiven me. what do i do?

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