I have a big challenge.
During my university days something happened.
We went for lectures and I pleaded with my course mate to keep a sit for me which he did not because I did not come on time, some guy went and sat on it . When I got to the lecture hall I asked him to get up and he refused so I slapped him, funny enough he did not reciprocate and he did not still leave the air, so I just went to the back and sat down because of the noise .
2 days later he came to my hostel and sent someone to call me, I felt he wanted to apologize so I dressed up and came out . Guess what this useless guy did, he had poo inside a nylon and he just poured it on my face. I was blind my friends had to take me inside and die to the shame I did not come out for 1 week .
Fast forward now, we met last year and we have been dating but no Sex, but I still remember what he did to me and I hate him so very much . I kind of love him some how but the past of what he did keeps coming even tho we have talked and laughed about it .
He finally proposed last week and I refused his ring because of the past . The only thing that can make me forgive him is if he allows me do same to him , rub my poo on his face and apologize . I just want him to feel what I feel . Or maybe cook with my poo for him so that he will eat it just like the way he put his own on my face . I want to revenge.