I like to share my testimony here. I have been Suicidal for ...

I like to share my testimony here. I have been Suicidal for several years. But I made up mind to get it done this year in fact this month so I fixed a date with all poisons and substance very ready and prepare but I told God that he got to do something before the date to show he don't want me die that way. I have been fasting and praying before but this few fast and praying before my demise made a difference. The Affliction that resulted this seems to disappear a day to the deadline. I kind hhhmm so God was waiting till I am ready to give it all up and die finally before I am healed? Wow its awesome though am still watching it and have my sniper bottles anywhere I go just in case it shows up again.

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