there is a saying that say if u dont wat u want become in future u are lost, I feel compeletely lost in this world at my age i dont knw wat i to become in future i dont knw wat i want frm life itsef, am thinking may be i shld further my education and i say to mysef i shld be frank wit mysef one i dont knw wat i wnt to go to university to study and 2 am not the brillant type,i though again dat i shld learn one hand work am just confuse i don knw the type of hand work to learn, i have alway wanted to acquire skil in IT and commication wen think of the different area like web design, programming networking, am just confuse i dont even knw the one to learn and i say ok let me go bak to my vomit..I once learn barbing for one year i did not understand the work at all, i was at one spot so the guy that what teaching me became angry and said all the people he had taught that they don spent up to six month so we quarrel i left the place, now am think to go bak to learn it in another place but if i think all the insult i face frm my master and my father wld say nawa oo wat is there in barbing that took me one gud year stil i cant boast to be a barber the work wld just piss me off but i cant stay idle forever , am just thinking hw can i make it in life and wat shld i do now am that stil young i dont want to end up be a gate man or security man in my old age sombody shld hep me pls