2005 was when i met my first gf we fall in love dated more than 5 years before i left nigeria for greener pastures abroad .my girl was the type of woman i wanted to marry so we promise to marry each other. along the way we breakup from the relationship it was her fault which after two years she came back begging me to forgive her that she made a new year resolution so becus of the love i accepted her mean while sometimes i do send her money like 15k sometimes 25k for pocket money as she is now in one of the university i will not like to mention.since then we have been going good but something always make me to loose it and want to break up the relationship. like i can call her more than 6 times she will not pick the call and after she will sms me or flash me.but whenever she knows i want to send her money she will call me more than 5 times or there about.now if later i did not send the money she will fight me scorn me and will never talk to me politely.her actions this time around bothers me much i want to breakup but i can't because she has been the only woman in my life even when i pray to God about my future wife she is the only woman i will see in my dream as a wife.but i cannot take it anymore.we have been in this reltionship for 8 years now.what can i do pals am sick and tired of this am 30 years old i don't even know how to start a new relationship all over again. but the criteria i need in a woman is only 5% i see in her now what can i do pls help a wounded soul