I love my Life. I love God.I love the People around ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ .Beyond the things I love,I want to live a moral life.A life where I don't have to deprive people of their comfort before I can have mine;Unfortunately Our economy is not this friendly.The Nigerian environment does'nt reward genuine labourers but political ♍α̲̅kƹ̵ believe's.I lost my Dad when I was 3yrs old.I started working at the age of seven. I witnessed my mum packagedly beg to train my siblings and I .she had a teaching Job bt that ​Ψå§ not enough to bring us up.from being an errand boy , selling recharge cards to electrical repairs and installation to being an artiste and a music producer have I laboured bt still have not been rewarded.I'm currently in my Penultimate university level (5yrs cours of study) with academic results as good as not attendin the university at all.I hate to say it;even with the bad results I still don't believe I'm dull.With all this I love the things I do and all the course I'm studying.Thanks to God I won an undeserved scholarship (not on academic intelligence) which I've continually used in offsetting my family yearly House rent and some miscellaneous expenses. I have an inherited health condition which I ​Ψå§ told killed my Dad.funny enough I don't look for trouble bt there are some persons in my family who jst don't wish ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ well nO̶̷̩̥̊͡ matter How I try to relate with them.I've failed and fluctuated in so many things in Life but God has been faithful.He blessed ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ with somthing nO̶̷̩̥̊͡ man has ever written ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ off 'on' ;even my die Hard enemies.'Music'!. Yes music! .by my outward appearance a lot of people envy and at times feel oppressed by my looks and easy going nature.you know 'The buTty syndrome' the 'this dudes parents must ß̍̍̊ε̲̣̣̣̥ in Money kynda feeling'. Currently I'm decently promoting my songs and hoping for the best.pls dnt mistake my sincerity for cheap promotion as some guy did yesterday.In pursuing my dreams and aspirations I've always seen women as distractions so I trained my mind to avoid them to an extent until I had my university experience with sally whom had a mental condition jst after I had waited 3 yrs for her. I tried τ̲̅ȍ move on by openning my heart to new love.There was this lady who though ​Ψå§'nt intellectually my level and had eyes for ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ that the Inexperienced ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥. Fell for.Tope! . I fell like a fool with nO̶̷̩̥̊͡ self value that many mocked ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥.even the bread seller in my street called ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ and told ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ I deserved some 1 better than her.she is the first lady I've walked down my street with unplanned (see off). The first time I saw her oFf;as soon as I left her (relatively close to her store) a random guy enterd the scene and I guess saw her off to a relative finite distance.Immediately my head started aching ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ seriously .the bread seller witnessed the. Scene more than myself (cause of her balanced state of mind) and 1nce again scolded ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥.I ​Ψå§ already buying her ice creams and little chops. Yesterday I ​Ψå§ returning from my I.T placement jst about the last. Turn to my house the bread seller quickly teased ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ again to leave the girl .that she is not responsible for ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥. I tried to defend her by saying its not her fault she's endowed.for real she has the kynd of curves that can raise the dead without surgery or noise from any prophet.jst after defending the girl I turned to resume my journey home and there she ​Ψå§ some distance in front of ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ with a 'Wassup guy' smiling like one who jst won a free ticket to Heaven.I faked neutrality by simply asking 'how are you'. Yesternite I did not sleep well.I saw myself burnning her shop in my dream.Today I woke and decided not to G̶̲̥̅☺ any where.Actually I cried today. Jst two hours ago my landlady knocked and reminded ♏ε̲̣̣̣̥ of my rent balance.After she had left I quickly remembered my past ,where I used to ß̍̍̊ε̲̣̣̣̥ ,where I'm now and where I'm going to.I smiled and asked God to