My people how una see this matter? It is long, please be patient to read it because your take on it is very important.
Last year, I saw a met a girl online, she is in Europe. I really loved her but I didn't tell her because I wanted to know her more, what she does there. She told me her brother over there paid for her trip when she got there. She assisted me with some money when I had pressing need then, I also assisted her to prepare documents here as well as National birth certificate, even processed her local government documents for her which she needed to renew her papers there. She is a Christian, she told me she had a boy friend before but left him when she repented. I thought I have known all, so I expressed my interest. She was surprised and didn't expect it because has told me she will never marry due to the disappointment and heart break she has experienced before and after being born again. She sent me money thrice after she agreed to my proposal. She even told me she never believed she could love any man again (I don't know if she was sincere with this statement). Something happened late last year; when our love became very strong she told me she want to tell me who she was now that the love was so strong. I told her to go ahead, she told me she was a prostitute, she entered Europe through land and had to pay the money her self with the trade as against what she told me before that her brothers assisted her over there. On hearing the word '' prostitute before'', I can't lie, I lost interest and my love dropped. I didn't want to break heart, because she was crying thinking I will leave her immediately but I told her no problem, I don't mind her mind her past but within me, I didn't dream of marrying such a person that was why I didn't express myself to her on time, which if she told me then when I just just like a friend, I wouldn't have started a relationship with her. She is even ready to take me to Europe but I can't imagine marrying an ex prostitute. Am a Christian but I don't think I have the kind of grace to cope with such marriage. Though she is very good and has all the wife material quality but that is my major problem.
Has anyone been in such situation here or know who has been? I need your comments, advice and suggestions.
God bless you pals