Usually I'd sit behind my system, smug look on my face, feeling like Albert Einstein, advising people and telling them how to live their lives. I used to think those things are easy to do, especially the "breakup is the best solution" kind of advice, but now it's my turn and suddenly all my 1000IQ seems to have disappeared. There's this guy I use to work for, he's connected and he travels a lot. we got talking one day and I explained to him how I'm still an illiterate(only finished secondary school), he offered if i'd like to go to school in Europe and I said yes. I'm a skeptical person, so I didn't take him serious, even when he asked for my documents and the course I'd like to study, I just gave him and didn't bother. long story short, the admission is out, all travel arrangements in place and I'm to resume in January, he even paid half of the school fees. now I have a girlfriend I'm really really into, we were friends for 2 years before deciding we both love each other, and it's been awesome so far. my BSc program will run for 3 years, and I have to find my feet before thinking of coming home, where does that leave me and her? do I tell her to look for another guy? should I ask her to wait(but for how long)? or I should just do something stupid so she'll get angry and leave?(although I doubt that, she knows me too well).. every decision just seem like death sentence right now..