hi , I always wanted to share this true story but I am not a writer and always been afraid of being attacked and what I mean by being attacked is when I am called a lier or my story is fake well I wont stand being attacked by anyone and I am tried of keeping this to myself I tell few people but they take me as being a evil person but I am not evil its that I can see evil before it gets to me so I no what to do before it comes and when I am right about how, when and where its coming from I ask myself why lord did I no this and it makes me sad so I have to just keep myself very clam so that I don't upset myself cause I ask myself hey you knew all this before hand so why are you upset about it and then I try to make a joke out of what happen I will say to myself oh lord bless the one that don't know who I am and I say if you want to see the devil you jump up and try to attack me and for whatever reason I have always been attracted to evil people cause its like I know them the best and whatever evil bones they have its like I can see right though them so they cant harm me cause I can see whats going to happen and its up to me to stop the attack on me and I say sorry lord they did not know who they were playing with lol I have no friends so I walk alone when I am pass people they will say hey why are you looking so mean I stop and tell them its just my face cause I am not mad at any one and I say to myself wow how can I understand all this if I am looking mean to others I think it will make them mean to me and that also hurts if I pass a dog it seens like when the dog look at me he run away I just laugh and say to myself that dog no who to play with lol or maybe I look unfriendly to that dog well good cause I don't like pets anyway I am always being accused of being a evil person and that also hurts so I call myself a loner I don't have company at my house and I don't go to other peoples houses anyway so theres no reason for people to come to my house and when I meet people online as friends I have to tell them never do you ever attempt to attack me cause nothing good will come out of it I got you I love my peace and freedom so I am 58 years old and never been married cause I am to afraid that a husband will mess up my peace of mind I have 2 grown children and 3 grand children my kids call some time just to check on me its like they no me and if they want to come by my house they no to call first cause I love being alone if other people come around I get upset for no reason and I love having a witness to what is going to happen before it happen I always tell people please do not come and try to attack me in no way or form cause I will destroy their plans in a heart beat that's cause I know how they are going to come at me so just don't try me and if I ever have a problem I no the right way to solve it and I can do it with peace or how ever way you want it lol I am only shareing this so that people can understand I do exist I am not a spiritual person may of face I don't go to church never so many people suffer because of other people and they don't no how to put a end to their suffering when other people are responsible well I will never have that problem and people all ways trying to make a lier out of me and then when it happen they ask me how did I no I tell them cause that's the way the devil play with them but not me cause I can spot him from a million miles way some time I like to play with my own mind I tell you not to fight me cause it just wont work theres no need for you to tell me about god did this and god did that well did god tell you not to fight me and when you tell me you are not fighting me then yes you are by thinking I am not who I am that's when I will tell I will save you like I am god cause don't you ever come at me like you are attacking my words to you and you will say oh no the lord is your saver oh no n