I feel heavy writing this epistle as it is really hurting and painful.To start with,am 27 years old, lost everything this year.I lost my job,my dad and and the fiancée I dated for 6 years deserted me.The manner at which my dad was pitiable.He died a poor man. I could not afford hospital bills due to my joblessness.I remember the period we had to back him to bus-stop to hire a taxi all because of cash paucity.The whole neighbourhood stood amazed at the state of our penury.He left virtually nothing behind except the education he fought so hard I achieved.Right now the whole world is crashing on me now as nothing left to hold on to again.I left our rented apartment behind in Lagos outskirts to island in search of job that never exist.I sleep anywhere the fall on me.So painful and cruel life to live.The reason for my write up is just premised on one reason;I am thinking of suicide now but the thought of letting the world knows kept coming to my mind.I don't know if any one out there have ever gone through my shoe and offer little hope for me.Pals help.