I quickly feel sex ulge most everydays, while in the process of me feeling it, my feeling will arose in a high sensitively, then I'll need a girl to make sex with... I fear disease so much, because it is so harmful that can destroy a body system, so for that I do not want to get contacted with an infected female counterpact who's a victim of any kind of diseases, in this reason, I decided doing by satisfying myself with Masturbation whenever I need sex. The fact now is that, whenever I finished masturbating, I will totally dislike myself and weak. I really do not want to do it again, it never encourage me, especially in a moment I finished watching a Porn videos, my feelings will arose again. Figuratively speaking... I do not want such rough thing in my life again. My good pals, am your friend, just like a brother, am on my kneel, could you please advice me, discourage me from such stupidity act of mine!