I am so bored and frustrated,I was deported from germany to Italy bcos my fingerprint was here in Italy,is almost 2 years now since I have been waiting for them to give me document in italy ,dey always give me appointment appointment and appointment,I am not using money to fight the document bcos I still belongs to the government bcos I came to Italy by land and I left Italy years ago and i was later deported from germany but now I live with my boyfriend in a small village in Italy,he takes care of me and I am not prostituting but I feel very lonely,no friends at all,is like I am been caged,my boyfriends have so many friend that keeps him company but I have noon and am so bored even when he is around me I still feel bored,today is Sunday and he is not home but I am home watching movie and I am so tired bcos everything around me is lonely,I even cry sometimes bcos of loneliness.am tired of everything and I don't know if I should live de document and go back to another country bcos am dying of loneliness and am sick and tired of being like dis,even if i want to and visit someone my boyfriend will be angry and we end up quareling and he will even tell me not to come to his house again,he will been thinks dat i am going to see another man,he dont trust me anymore bcos i once cheated on him b4.pls I need advice