I fight with my boyfriend all the time.He cheated on me in the past, and when we were seperated he slept with another woman who is still in love with him. But now, I begin fights with my boyfriend for no real reason at all. I'll be in a perfectly fine mood, but if I notice he's getting too comfortable, I'll create a fight out of something he's said, or something he has or hasn't done.

And it will always either end up that he is objectifying me, or he is using me, or I'm just a girl he's dating because he can't date his ex girlfriend again. And I'll always bring up his cheating, and the girl who still loves him.

I'll always bring up every little thing he's done in the past.

We had a big fight tonight because he told his friend something I asked him not to, and then it got around. I wasn't so mad at first, but when he apologised about it, I suddenly felt so angry that I refused to talk to him, I didn't answer his txt messages. But when he didn't call, I got even angrier, called him and asked why he didn't even bother to see if I was okay. He apologised, but I just hung up.

I'm really angry at him, but I know it's over nothing. We fight at least once a week, and he always apologises even though he did nothing wrong. Somebody called me a drama queen, and they said that I like the attention he gives me, but I don't think thats it.

I feel like because he has hurt me so much in the past, I don't want him to be happy at all.

I feel so guilty.