goodday pals. I really need ur advise please. though it may sound like am a pathetic jerk but please give me the best of advise u cn ever give urself. I miss my first girl since 2005 en have try to reach her but know way. I use to cal the woman she living with then en anytime I do she always turn me down, en after I have try to reach her for bout one en knowway then I gave up but I still love her. now am in love with someone bout 4yrs now of which we love ourselves. but earlier this yr my senior brother give me cal that my ex is asking for my number en am glad hearing that cus I love her somuch. so, we get along as we re before. now shes asking me of marriage en my present gf dnt know anything bout that cus if I tell her something terrible might happen cus shes a jealous type. so I think of marrying two of them only on traditional wedding to bring peace. I dnt know if my thought is good or bad, so, please elite me on this. tnx en I appreciate u giving ur time.