flashback
i rememba wen i was in secondary skul,i was in ss2.i am a bad boy i always go out during skul period 2 av fun wit my frndz,we always drink palmwine nd bush meat or we wil go 2 playstation 2 gamble.dis is hw dis act continue until 1 day we were caught,we were punished by d skul authority nd we were also given suspension,my parents av 2 change my skul bcoz my skul is a private skul buh d students always behave lyk a public skul students lyk dey always beat d teachers nd av turn 2 a bad boy nd i was taken 2 a xtian private skul xo dat i can change.in dis skul der ar alot of rules 2 follow lyk dnt bring ur fone 2 skul,student shldnt date themselves nd other.wen i get 2 dis skul i hated myself 4 cumin der,xo i start makin frndz buh der is dis gal she is dark in complextion,nt 2 fat nd nt 2 tall,i lyk goin 2 har seat 2 chat wit ha wen we ar in free periods nd during breaks.we always talk alot buh her seat partner who is a boy hate me bcoz i always cum 2 der seat nd he always scold me nt 2 cum again.xo i later yield 2 his words.xo i stop goin 2 der seat buh i tink dis gal av crush on me bcoz we i stop goin 2 ha seat he start cumin 2 my seat nd we always study,chat nd play 2geda.xo 1 fateful day i told ha all my feelings dat i luv ha dat she is my 1st luv nd dat she has change me completely,i alxo told ha my past dat am once a bad boy buh we i met ha she has change me completey xo she said she wil tink abt it nd she wil giv me d ansa d next day.d next she said she alxo luv me buh she has dated 3 guys b4 me buh dey always break her heart,i ansa dat i wil neva do dat.we start dating dat day nd we always kiss buh d day i want2 av sex wit her she said she is a virgin dat if i disvirgin her wont i stp loving her,i said no.buh dat day ha luv av taken ova my heart wen she tel me dat she is a virgin buh i didnt disvirgin bcos i respect ha 4 kipin ha self nd i dnt want2 spoil her life,am also a virgin.afta a month of dating d skul authority find out abt us xo dey decided 2 punish us buh i took al d blame dat she knew ntin abt it dat am d one dat is forcing ha 2 be my gf buh she always decline xo i was only punished.later we agreed 2 end d relationship buh we ar stil gud frnds buh i learnt dat weneva am chating wit a female student or playin d gal always get jealous nd vice versa afta graduating we lost contant nd afta 2 years she saw my numba on fb nd we start talkin bak nd i stil luv ha bcos i always tink abt ha wen we lost contant.am nw a 100 level student in a state uni wen she is in 200 level in a private uni.wen she 1st call me she said she love me dat she wants 2 date me buh she wont tel me ha real name.she always send me luv msgs buh i said my heart is wit anoda gal dat d gal is my 1st love xo i cnt date her.she later reveil her self xo we bcame frndz again.dos tym wen we lost contant i dated 2 gal buh wen i want2 av sex wit d gals i always rememba wen i want2 av sex wit my 1st luv xo i wil stp bcos she has taken ova my thought nd d galz always complain buh i wont ansa dem,i was dating a gal wen i later met my 1st luv xo i broke up wit d gal bcoz i av find my heart desire.we bcam frndz again we always chat on whatspp nd i ask ha out again buh she frnd zone me,i ask her if she av a bf buh she said no xo i told ha all wat has happened 2 me wen we lost contant dat i stil luv ha dat i wil anytin 4 her buh she stil say no.buh she always disturb me wit calls,i later ignore her calls 4 abt a week she send alot of msg 2 me dat she has missed me dat i shld pick ha kal or she wil fall sick xo i pick ha call,she always send me money nd airtime wen am in need.one day were chatting on whatsapp nd ask her dat is she stil a virgin she said no.dat she has did it 3 times wit her ex.all d respect dat i av 4 her stp dat day buh d probelm is dat i stil love ha nd am stil a virgin weneva i want2 av sex i always rememba wen she told me dat she is a virgin nd i wil stp d act.d problem is dat am lukin 4 a way 2 stp loving ha pls palz help me out