Don't know why everytin is happenin dis way. I'm 20years (male) and I have 3 siblings, our dad is late, I started livin wit my uncle's family wen I was 12yrs, I passed through sumtins I ought not to have passed through if my dad was to be alive, I even washed my uncle's wife pant due to fear, dere was a day she gave me children cloths to was den I saw one with defecation (shit) den I kept it aside without washin it, wen she came back it was a big problem even my uncle quarreled me dat I didn't washed it, so d next time she gave me her cloths to wash I saw her pant and due to d fear of wat happened d previous week I decided to wash it, although she apologized dat she didn't know dat her pant was inside d cloths. My problem now is my younger broda, my dad's sista took him to stay with her so he could go to skul, he complained dat he can't cope dere and decided to leave, I was like if I could be endurin all dis why can't he? I tried convincin him, he refused. He left to stay wit my mum and I was workin and goin to skul at dsame time to take care of myself and to also send dem money for his skul fees, durin my ND, anytime we're on break I do two jobs, go to computer centre in d day time den go to security work at night, so I could be supportin my uncle in payin my skul fees, buyin my handouts, pay my departmental fees and also send his skul fees, now I'm done with ND, he's sayin he doesn't like d public skul again, he ought to av graduated from secondary skul but he's still in jss 3 due to off and on from d skul due to financial issues. Now he's not longer goin to skul cos he wants to go to a beta skul. Av tried to let him understand tins, yet he's not. I'm supose to start HND by january but dere's no money anywhere yet. Am even cryin as I'm typin dis, at d age of 20 am goin through all dis, always tinkin and shedin tears, I don't longer buy cloths, always wearin dsame cloth bcos of dem yet he's not helpin issues. Am tired, someone dat met me at a computer centre after doin his job perfectly, he was impresed nd asked me if I wasn't goin to skul and I told him i'm done with ND, he said he want to get me admision in a federal university through direct entry bcos he's friend is the registrar of d skul but I turned down d offer due to financial issues. Tears!!!!!!