The Night I repented.
I believed am a Player. I have affairs with ladies as much as i want. Though it was not my joy cos' hav been looking for a to quit been a Boss Player and also seeking for God intervention ( applicable to you guys reading my confession). There is a Lady that i really care and love most out these ladies am dating, truly i fell for her, she knows hw to cook, pretty, caring, working class, classy in domestic work and also good in bed. On Saturday night, one of my chickalas visited me and i welcomed her with opened arms cos i felt i have to make my weekend palatable and rossy. Around 11pm in the night, a heard a knock on my door, as i opened it. It was a Lady i really adored and loved most among ladies am flirting with. i was shocked and fused. First thing i asked her was that' why cant you call me b4 coming. she replied; what do you mean? should i take a permission b4 coming to my boyfriend place. I held my head with my two hands and i voiced out i had a lady in my room. I said "Am sorry" she felt bad and embarrased. I lied to her she is my ex - girl frnd whch came to my house without my consent. With confident, i told her she can passed a night with us on d same bed cos no where she cant sleep cos is almost late and her house is far from my place. But she said is living... cos she cant bear d pain. truly i knew i did something very bad and hurt someone who loves me... "the first day in my life i will come to my sense of hurting someone i loved. i begged her.... she didnt listen to me... i accepted my faith. when she left and i started feeling pain within my soul have hurt someone who is so dear to me. I REPENTED THAT NIGHT. I have to break up with the rest ladies cos i want a new life. I still want her back... have been begging he rto give me second chance but she insisting NO. Pals, advice me on what to do to have trust in me again. Pls guys, if u in my shoes... try to be a better person and try to be honest. There is no gain in jumping from one partner to another. I still need ur opinion how to win her heart... i know it will be difficult but ur advice will counts.