Good Friends,i really needs your help/advice on this story I want to share with you. Please careful read my true story and tell me what to do. Please add some respects in your comments and no insult. I am based abroad for 6years already,i have a white girlfriend,we have been together for 3years and we have a lovely 2years old baby girl together. Things was not really OK before I meet her,I have been up and down but I managed to get some money to build house back home which I have not been able to furnished. Everything that I'm managing now I got all before I meet her. Life was not easy and things was not moving fine.
But after I meet her everything becomes worst than before. I have no job at hand and it's not easy to get a job. The only business you can do is a deadly sin,if you are caught you will suffer forever and I am scared to do those business. My girlfriend has nothing and she depends on me. I take care of her right from her pregnancy till today and in everything. I even called back home to lend me money from my savings to take care of the family. I can't let her go because if I do I will loose my baby also. This baby is only thing that I'm proud of now and because of her I'm suffering like this. My girlfriend is respectful and we love each other. Her family is good,they are farmers and we always have food to eat. We manage life.
I am feeling pain because I have no work, money is not coming and it's not easy to work. I am worried about my family back home because I have not seen them for so many years.i am just like living dead and I'm worried about so many things. If anything happens to me,i will loose my baby and I don't know how I can get her back because Visa and passport for this country is not easy and I don't have the money now. Everyday I feel like crying because there's no help. I am the Finger that feeds my families both back home and here, they all depends on me. My girlfriend work salary is too small,she only use them to support her family and her needs. I am living with the little money I saved before. I am not saying that she is the causes of anything but our relationship is really bitter. If good money comes to me,i will marry her immediately. But things are not working as expected.
I have many things to add but to cut my story short. I will need a good advice from you. Don't scroll without comments because your help/advice can save me from this miserable life. Thanks.