This girl and I started from the same primary school, we attended different secondary schools, but our schools attend the same catholic church and we were both boarders, we see each other @ every morning. During the mass, except if I were absent or she's absent. We are in the same university now and we have become close friends, over the years I've developed feelings for her within me, I can't tell anybody about it. Any guy that wants to ask her out, will come to me first and she also tells me everything about her love life, it hurts me most times and I just feel like telling her but she said something oneday that is holding me back, she said that when she gets married that I will be her husband's best man, she read somthing one day that talks about friends getting married and she laughed and said "somthing that can never happen between us", I don't want anything to affect our present relationship but this feeling is killing me...