I DON'T LOVE THE FATHER OF MY 2KIDS. my parents are divorced,i grew with my aunt,moved to my mum's place,only to be asked out by my stepdad,he provoked me to the extent that i had to run away from home after we slept on the same bed in an hotel room with him proffesing his love for me and asking me to be his girlfriend when my mum asked me to travel with him.i had a friend b4 running away from mum's place,dont think i didnt tell my mother bcos she never took me serious until after 8years wen my stepdad also do the same to my kidsister.my dad pleaded that i should come back to my mum's place,which i did not knowg wot await me,wen i got there my dad and this my guy friend's family,my mum and stepdad and some few neighbours were there and my dad anounced that i move in with the guy and be his wife since i ran away bcos i was asked not to date the said guy,and they all agreed.i was just cryg not knowg wot nxt to do.will i rather tell everybody wot took me away fro home,wen my stepdad is a pastor and my mum is right there,wont it be a digrace to her.i have tried to put an end to it but each time i do,i think within myself that won't ppl think am taking after my mum,though thier seperation is not her fault but dad's.how many ppl wil believ me if i say wot i did den was to protect my mum's image,and play the role of the bad girl,to save her home and take refuge with the guy so that i'll later find my way.i have never loved him.mum had been the one controlling my life,telling wot to do and wot not to do,imagine this guy happend to be the one to take my pride but still he doesnt appreciate it.everything he does piss me off,maybe bcos of the circumstances that brought us 2geda.pls wot should i do?