All is takes is a btiful fake smile to hide an injured soul like mine and no one will notice how broken I really am!I was a victim of rape,teenage pregnancy and also caughtup btw polygamous issues(dad married 2 women).I had a baby at 17 and my dad also died in the same year,was abandoned with a child and I took care of him b4 he died at 6yrs of age,thereafter I started working and doin partime ond and couldn't further more,so I got a job in a financial institution,few yrs l8r I met this man and we started as friends and we grew to love eachother and he was a good man and we got married and ten months l8r we had a baby.the following day I had my baby the doctor had bad news for me.1.he skiped some tests for me during ante-natals,2.I tested positive to hiv and the baby too,that was the begining of my woes,I became depressed and after one n half yrs I had to quit my job and take care of my health and that of the baby.I begged my hubby for a divorce so that he could continue with his life,but he bluntly refused and he would prostrate and beg me to forgive him and life will continue,but he hurts me.this was a guy that had ntin when we met and I was ready to grow with him.we planned our wedding and bought tinz as mr&mrs goes out to drink and doesn't even enjoy my company anymore,we stay upto 8months without avin sex and if I ask him he'll say he goes out to make himself happy.I told him many times to let me set him free bt he wouldn't let me go n he will beg me again!my baby and I depend on him for financial support and am an independent lady that doesn't like begging for help,bt life has bn difficult+bn in an unhappy union.I need a job or capital to start a good bussiness coz am depressed and frustrated and I feel like just taking my whole life and ending this whole drama.*crying*0810814 8941