I blv I have pals as a family here that can see to the issue I'm facing with reality advise.
I'm always a subject of ridicule in my family bcox something happened yrs back that took my brother life mistakenly and its caused by my both parent I think this is a lesson for the parent to settle their dispute without the knowledge of the children or the children should always know that its nt proper to fight each other @ all.
I came back from school during Xmas break and I met the house in shamble I decided to talk to mama. that she should take it easy that I'm going to talk to dad.
dad came back and I talk to him that mom should be given money for food why giving one side and ignore the other one and that is all.. dad pick up his phone called my own blood brother that I'm fighting and insulting him in no time my brother came on his bike and started beating me then I was 18yrs while my bro has already married and has 1kid BT his wife is also heavily pregnant.
started beating me and mum was holding him without him listening then he knack my head to the wall just me to see my blood I broke the bottle in the living room stab him and ran away. it was later I heard that my blood brother is late due to the stab.
ever since then I can't continue my school, no future can't go back home to meet any of my siblings until God in his mercies showed me favor and bless me I return home taking care of the kids. paying there school fees and feeding monthly.
but with all that my sister and some part of my brother always refer to the accident anything they have issues or the kids need money and I'm nt bouyant to do the needful they will say u remember you kill there dad as if its intentional act.
been living on inner tears and feel unloved.
I'm just 25 now and same words re still coming out even when I'm footing all the kids bills I'm nt yet married nor do anyone assist me but hearing that from dem each time make me feel unhappy.
Rip my beloved bro...