Dia is dis gal I mit in 2go,we've dat 4 2yrs nw.though I've a guy bt he stays far,due 2 d distance I had 2 go into relationship wit gals.I've dated dis my guy 4 a long time,he was my first.n am d type dat like's sticking 2 a guy one at a time.I don't like double dating.I luv him in my own way bt I feel kinda weird wen eva my follow gal I like touch me in a sensitive way.so I had 2 venture into a relationship wit gals.my first gal was d unfaithful type,I broke up wit ha,b4 I nw mit dis gal am dating nw.though am older dan ha bt she is far my experience in dis L world dan me.wen I started dating ha I was nt dat experience in such bt she opened my eye's n taught me tins which somtimes cudn't believe dat am capable of doing.we usually frequent hotels.coz I can't take ha 2 my house,I stay wit my parents.I fall deeply inluv wit ha 2 d extent dat every second,minute I keep thinkn of ha,I luvd ha more dan my guy.so late on I decide 2 break up wit my guy coz I don't luv him,I just like him.it hurts me wen eva I no am treating him bad.bt he refuse 2 let me b,his sisters even called n begged me dat I shud nt leave dia broda,dat he truly luv me.he begged n even begged my sisters I had 2 consider n still go on wit d relationship,I gave him d condition dat I don't want sex anymore till we get married he agreed.I had 2 keep him coz I don't want my people 2 no my life style.dis year I tried breaking up wit dis my gal.so wen I told ha is ova pls wat we are doing is wrong n is a sin,she cried n begged me dat she can nt leave wit out me.dat am ha life.I told ha dat I just want us 2 b just friends noting else.so later she accepted.dia was a day she requested me 2 visit ha den we've stop dating,so I went innocently,so wen I gt dia she started telling me abt a gal dat like's ha dat she refuse 2 accept d gal,coz am d 1 she wants.I said ok.she stood up n hug me n kiss me,I struggle wit ha,bt I leta give in coz I was weak wen eva it comes 2 ha.she threaten me dat if I leave ha she ll kill herself n she ll tell ha people dat am d 1 dat forced ha 2 do so.I no deep within me wat she is capable of doing coz I've nt meet sm1 dat do crazy tins or take unimaginable risk like d way she does.so I had 2 give in,till nw am still stock wit ha.am planning 2 leave wia I reside n change everything eg my number etc coz dats d only way I can get free from ha,coz am rite nw just like sm1 dat is confuse n deeply inluv in a wrong way.I need ur advice pls