Goodday pals,i am the same girl who write about how i gave my boyfriend 1,000000Naria for business and he left me for another lady but we later came back together,my write up wasn't completed ,after one month i went to visit him again,then i discover i was pregnate for him,because i always uses protection for my white guy.he wanted me to have the baby but i couldnt,i explain to him that we caan take care of a baby now i have no job and him too,d business he took money for i didnt see him doing any business,i ask and he says he stil buying goods,now he is living in one room because i refuse to pay for his apartment ,there was a time i wanted to have a baby with him so that i can get legalized papers here he refuse saying that he wasnt ready to be a father now,some pals here call me foolish because i was trying to help the man loved,to me is not foolishness,i cant stand someone around me suffering when i can help,,so i refuse to keep the pregnacy now his plan is to reduce me to nothing n d innocent unborn child.so i left for my city and i took some pills i was really weak my whiteguy took me to the hospital his family where all around me,the problem now is that i am inlove with my white guy which is not supose to be so,he so loving and caring,when i complain aboutt anything he trys to adjust.he just so sweet.now he ask me to marry him,his family say colour is nothing if we are both happy,i am so confused right now if i marry my white guy people will think i marry him just for the papers and money,but he is not a rich man he just so kind,i dont know what to do now its sound crazy but i love them both,my blackboyf was everything i needed in a man untill he changed,am scared my white might changed later if i gave my heart to him,pls pals help me am really a confused woman,i will be 26yrs dis nov,my blackguy 33,my whiteguy 37.....thanks for your attention,i luv u all