Hello pals, Evening to you all, please I need your sincere advice because I am so confuse at the moment, back then during my secondary school I made some vital mistake which it affecting me badly now, I live with my grandparent during my teenage age because my mum and dad are traveler and business man and woman, and I am the only child of my parent, though they were always there for me financially, they provide me all what I needed but they hardly stay at home. My dream is to become a medical Doctor which I have always look forward to become, but I have a problem then at school form my teenage I always mingle with boys even still now, 80% of my friends at school then are boys, my grandparent host me a birthday party when I clocked 15th year so I invited all my friend’s and colleague’s for the party which they attended but my parent couldn't make it to the party, then I was in SS2, after the party my grandparent called me and tell me one horrible story about a girl that got pregnant and went for abortion and die because she played a lot with boys, my grandma always tell me not to let any man touch me to avoid unwanted pregnancy if truly I want my dream to come to pass but after telling me this story I was shock still then I became afraid because I love confiding in boys than girls. When I resume back to school, I heard that someone die in my class due to abortion I became more afraid, so I decided to lie to my friends that I am HIV positive so that they will not touch me because I do not want to die. Now I am through with my education, I graduated 3 year ago but every relationship I got involved always lead to break ups due to the fact that they hear or heard that I am HIV positive which is not true and if I tell them to let us go for test to prove it they will not agree with me simply because I am a doctor, they said I can manipulate the test result but I am not laboratory technician I do not know if it my profession fighting against me or my ignorant? it was after I grew older I realize my mistake, I am so depress, I have got everything I want in life houses, cars, good paid job, doing well in life but no hubby at 26, I am just so frustrated all my mate are married and I want my grandparent to see my child before they died.my grandma told me that (obirin ti ko ni ade ori, ko ni apole) I am into another relationship now but I am so scared not to lose him like other, when I told my parent about it they said I should inform him but I am still scared my friends told me to narrate my story in this forum that I will get a good advice. please pals I need a sincere advise, because I have being crying still morning do not know what to do. Thank and sorry for my long narration.