I WASTED MY LIFE ON U 'B'
She is 20 im 33.i loved her so much i told her the truth everytime. I never wanted her for sex but she told me all the stories of her childhood sexual abuses,including the ones her father did and how she wanted to escape with me.AFRAID TO LOSE Or hurt her ,i gave in to her demands and slept with her twice.THEN I KNEW THAT IF i truly meant to help her strong i could never do it sleeping with her. I stopped but she took it hard. She called me days ago that her mama found out evrything,the mother liked me for loving the girl as my sister,so she was devastated. But how did the mum ' just found out?' She said the mum interogated her after having a dream and she had no choice but to to tell the mum the whole truth. now the story is no longer she craving for my touch but that i used her,atleast thats what her mum belived. MY WORST BLOW IS SHE TOLD ME THAT ALMOST ALL THE STORIES OF ABUSE SHE SUFFERED FROM HER FRIENDS,BROTHER,A HOUSEBOY AND HER OWN DAD HER LIES ! I feel shattered right now.im glad shes gone for good but the worst still is she called me today that I TOOK HER VIRGINITY. When do girls start having painless,bloodless and a swell time ( where they even ask for another round!) When getting disvirgined? Cos i still ddnt want to hurt her,i gently explained to her that how come shes the first bloodlessly and painlessly disvirgined girl i ve witnessed.
Wy is she turning the table to make me feel like this?
Its more painful cos i never lied to her.
NB : I kNOW U RE ON NIAJAPALS 'B' and most likely reading this now,well u are smart enough to dump me hard and almost taught me not to trust another girl,good,now i ll go for my level and probably a single parent young lady.BUT U SHOULD KNOW THAT I NOW SEE THE PERIOD OF MY LIFE WITH U AS WASTED. YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT. YOU ARE JUST NOT WORTH IT.YOU ARE WORTHLESS,LYING HEARTBREAKER.
Talk back if u want, fool.
Pls any reasonable friend can call me 08175760535,i need something to belive in now.im hurting