I used to be a house-help in Nigeria before I travelled to Europe.Life was hell.My parents were financially okay but they didn't care about me.My father,who is presently late had a wife and didn't want me to come into their home because he thought my coming in would destroy his marriage and my mum later re-married after giving birth to me but refused to take me with her to her husband's house.I grew up in the houses of relatives,non-relativ es and friends.I tried to get myself into the university but I couldn't due to financial difficulties.Living with some of those people I mentioned was really hell for I was maltreated.My parents never bothered to look for me.After so many years of suffering,someone sponsored me to Europe.Even in Europe,Life is still hell.I have no one to cry to.I have been to churches,called several pastors for help but the situation is still the same.I applied for a permit of stay but it didn't turn out well for the immigration board wants to deport me back to Nigeria.I have been so restless for I don't have anywhere to go from here and no one would accomodated me if i am being deported from this country back to Nigeria.Where will I start from? I can't go back to my past life(a house-help) for it was a very terrible experience.I can't even sleep well,I have lost so much weight as a result of thinking.My brothers and sisters,I am here to beg you to please support me in anyway you can.What I need is a contact of any strong person who could pray or work for me to make the immigration board or the immigration court reverse their negative decision to positive,grant me a permit of stay so i can go back to school and be peaceful.As i type now,I can not hold back my tears for I am in sorrow.I have no one to cry to.I am just alone in this world and no one cares about me.I need your help please.I need a positive turn around in my life for i have suffered enough.Sometimes,I just think of ending my life for this situation is more than I can handle.Please,I need your help.I don't care who the person is.,A strong pastor,a strong native doctor,a mammy water servant or whatsoever.I don't care.I am so frustrated and I have no choice.I beg you with everything,please help me for the time is not much.