Hi my name is chidinma and i am a prostitude. wait before u critizise me, hear my story. i am 17years old now and living in UK, few years ago at the age of 13 i was raped by my own uncle that took my virginity, he is one of the richest men in nigeria and i suspect he does rituals, for security purpose i cant mention his name. before i travelled to the UK to join my family, i used to live with my mum`s sister and her family. my anty travelled for few days and my uncle saw this as an opportunity to rape me. i was soo young and in pain, when my anty came back i made a mistake of telling her what her husband did to me but she called me a prostitude thats trying to destroy her marriage, i went through torture, she said i was lieing, she cut my index finger in an "attempt to make me say the truth" she said, she blended pepper and poured into my private part and did all sort of other unbelievable things to me. my mum was aware of everything happening, nobody believed that i was speaking the truth about my rape and they all took my uncle`s side because of the gifts he gives to them, the only person that belived me was my mum or so i thought. my mum came down to nigeria to take me along with her, that night we sat down crying in eachother`s arm, she promised never to leave me again, my mum couldnt fight my uncle cos he had all the money and influence to do the unthinkable but my mum promised me never to speak to him or his wife again and we left for the UK. few months later in the UK, my mum betrayed me and broke her promise, she was talking to the man that ruined my life. i dont understand how but ever since then my life has changed, i have been sleeping with different men, not cos of money but to hurt them emotionally, i get them to fall inlove with me and then i break their heart. i dont understand why i do this or whats happening to me but help me please, advice me. sorry for the long confession.