hmmn,, this love thing sef. its full of heart aches. i dont want to say , love doesnt exist, becos, i truly loved him, i gave my all to see him happy, i went out of my way, to love and care for him. lov actually exist in my own dictionary, but getting it back is the main prob.
he came into my life abt a year ago, was all over me until recently, just abt a month ago, he is loving sb else, (sobs sobs), he now detests me, despite all the good i have done for him. Makes a mockery of me in d presence of his new girl, makes me feel as if im a nobody. hmmmn.... is dis hw to repay back to sb wu have showed so much care and love to u ? all the resources i invested into the relationship, Time , money , moral supoport, all is gone....
i nw understand why pple say "love doesnt exist " but to me it exists in my own dictionary, i really feel hurt right now, worst part of it is that, he doesnt want to settle or discus things out with me, thats the most painful aspect.....
hmmmn, love cld be cruel at times.