thank you again and again
May. 27th 12:05 PM 2009
you are an amazing man. you will make a great husband, this i know. i love you sylvester, and i am so thankful to have the best of friends here on naijapals. it is amazing how i receive so much more here, than with my own blood. my family does not understand me. i try to do good, and what is right always. i continue to tell them, what they are doing wrong, but they are stubborn. i am not always proud to be an american. i have so much more european blood running through my veins with my german mother's blood. my children do love me, very much so, and i know this. they just fear losing me to a man, that is all. i have been there for my children, all of their lives, and it is now my time, yes. i deserve to have a life too, and i have a man in my life now, that appreciates me, and deserves the very best. i will be the best that i can be, and i will make our eddy very proud. he is an amazing man, and he is my strength. he keeps me strong. i will be going to the gambia to celebrate my 50th birthday, and i wish you could be there too.