I really miss you....
Jul. 22nd 02:36 PM 2009
I am sorry I have been so busy lately. I have been thinking of you though. I know it seems really hard of late, but always remember there is a better day ahead. We can almost taste it...Please take care of yourself and do not worry about how things are going for the moment...we must plan for the future...forget the past it is gone and we can not change that, but we can always make a better day today and an even greater tomorrow!! I love you my king!!! Thank you for all you are trying to do to make me happy and not put so much pressure on me - I know you want to protect me and keep me safe...believe me I know, and I appreciate that you have listened to what I have had to say lately about the situation that I am going through and that you have not tried to force me to do something I am not wanting to do...I appreciate that you are trying to be here to ease some of the pressure by allowing me to just vent my frustrations and sometimes even scream....THANK YOU for your patience and love and for just letting me to say whatever I am feeling...*KISS* I am still not used to that, but I am so thankful you have the patience not to yell at me or to get angry and want to say something to hurt me, I am so sorry for all that you are dealing with with me...it is a stressful time and I ask you to forgive me but it may get only even more difficult for the next month because you know I will be fasting...poor you...*KISS* so you will have a moody me on your hands....I love you my King...take care of yourself...
