Am just tired of apologizing even when he is wrong its my fault beacause of lack of experience something happend again and I wanted him to apologize first but he has refused to we have not been speaking to each other and its almost a month now, am really turn apart I don't want to beg all the time so he doesn't take me for granted and he fells I love him so much and can't do without him which is kind of true but this time I want to be strong for myself and see how it goes. I hope am a right track.