I am d first child of my parents n I still av 2 siblings, wen I was five, my dad lost his job, it was jxt after d last child was born. My mom was d one paying for house rent, my school fee, she feeds us, she does everything. I was 13 wen my dad secured another job thru my mom's brother in a federal university, 1hr 30mins drive frm where we stay. And d first year at work, my dad wasn't paid, it was my mom giving him all he needed! We live fine now, I am now a student at d university my dad works. I asked my dad to help me collect my Atm at d bank sometime ago, so I had to go to his office to get it. In his drawer, I saw vigra, condom n a pack of postinor, immediately I knew something was up with him. Since then, I've been checking his phone, pockets n drawer regularly, I got to knw dat he has lovers dat are students n he sends money to them regularly, I av deir names bt I jxt felt dat it's better to pretend dat I don't knw anything, I cannot approach d gals cos I am too ashamed to let people knw something was going on.it broke my hrt, I felt disappointed, cos my dad is also an elder in church. I kept everything to myself, I can't tell my siblings, I can't tell my mom, she'll b devastated, shattered cos she sayz sometimes dat she trusts my dad, dat he's nt d type of man dat'll get himself into dirty wayz. What I feel for my dad now... N he talks to me like he's d most righteous man in d world! I jxt feel disgust!