Please help me as im in a bitter mood. I have a girlfriend, we both love each other, we both just graduated and are now waiting for our NYSC period, our union is 8 months old, and we intend getting married by the grace of God. Early this month, i realise she is still communicating her Ex of which i humbly confronted her but she pleaded and said nothing was going to happen and she also react at the sight of any call in my mobile phone. Sometimes when we discuss, she would tell me how eager she was to have a blackberry phone and also some money to solve some problems, sometimes, she will joke that she would do anything to get those. She travelled lately to see her uncle and came back after two days with a blackberry torch, i asked her how it came about and she started up a long story of which i realise her EX gave it to her. Sh e told me it was just a free gift with any string attached to it, i refused such idea making her understand that some boys will want something in return for every gift giving.. I pleaded with her to keep using her C2 mobile phone or use my X2 or both till we have money to get a better phone but she refused. I told her of my intention to travel on friday for a retreat to come back on monday, she was shedding tears that she will miss me. I later left, she was calling me all through friday, but on saturday, she didnt call then i decided to call her by 12pm, she answered and told me she visited her father and was cleaning everywhere up, i agreed. She later called me by 3pm that she wanted to go to the market to buy something to cook for her father, it was not long, she sent me an SMS that she is back and will be cooking and thus call me in the night, i quickly called her to confirm it. My heart was relax till 9pm, i didnt see her call, i tried calling but her lines where switched off, i tried it all through the night but still switch off, i called her junior sister and she told me her elder sister was back from her dads place and that she left the house in the evening with her little travelling bag. i decided to travel back on sunday morning, she was with my key and my heart was sensing somthing fishy, when i got home, there she was in my house relaxing with her little travelling back and her phone still switched off, she was surprise to see me and queried my return as she was expecting me on monday, her face was fill of guilt, i overlooked her face and left to bath, and when i came out, she kept telling me that i only came back because i was suspecting her, at first, i kept silent but could no longer endure it then i replied her. Asking her why she is lying to me as she said she switched off her two phones just to charge it. I told her what my mind was telling me that she went to visit her EX, passing the night and thats why she switched off her phone, all through when i was talking even till i finished, she didnt object nor talk.. I didnt raise my voice, i talked to her in a humble way, after that, i left my house because my heart was full with bitterness and my eyes with tears.. I have never cheated her nor think about it as i have suffered several heartbreak in the past. She betrayed me, please brethrens, what do i do now?