If you are in my shoes,What will you do.
It wasn't my fault that i accidentially killed my stepmother.mummy R.i.p.i misses you so much.
Please,i need an advice.
In 2006 why trying to seperate a fight between me and her son.I am not a killer and i will never be.We where having a small provision shop owned by my stepmother in front of our house.I was having a blood brother who is now late.He was my senior and my only blood brother before his death.He usually bit me. before my step mother accident.My step brother took advantage of that to fight me too.So i started defending myself with whatever i can lay my hands on to protect myself. because they are boys and for that they are stronger than i,on the day of the accident,there was a boy that came to buy pure water from our house,we sale pure water too,with his remaining change left with my stepmother.My stepmother and her son's where just returning from church.when the guy came to buy pure water with his remaining change left with my stepmother.the guy came to visit his uncle,who lives at the back of our house.my step brother knows him very well,but that i don't know what got into him that day.my stepbrother saw him and he was asking what the guy was doing in our house and i told him that he came to buy pure water and he ask me if the guy has giving me money for the pure water and i told him that he collected the water because mummy,my step mother is owning him.so it was the change that he use in buying the water.so,.we ask my step mother about the change she was owning the guy and she said yes that she was owning the guy.there was an exchange of words between the both of them.the guy and my step brother,i am older than my stepbrother with some days,Before you know it,the guy brought out his belt that he will bit my stepbrother.i was there watching with my step sister and my step mother heard the noise and came in to resolve the issue blaming my stepbrother for the conflict.before you know what was happening next my stepbrother started insulting me,because,he can't fight the guy then i insulted him back that he should fight the guy and not me.before you know what was happening next he pick a wood and try to hit me with it and i escape it a pick a grounded stone the small part.i just throw it and it was dark at night.i didn't know the direction the stone went to.then i heard a loud noise from my step mother,she was there trying to stop the fight.she fell down.still my step brother still don't want to give up on fighting.that was how my step mother died on her way to the hospital,although she was sick before the incident.but i have never be my self since that incident.i was arrested.during the period i was arrested.my only brother died.i was release because of his death.i never knew that he was dead while i was lock up.it was when i was release that i know why i was release.as for my step brother he even wanted to fought me again after my return.although i have left home.i follow the land and the sea to Europe.life has not be easy for me.