Dear COnfession listeners,

I am a black american female who had back surgery almost 2 months ago. Will recovering i had gotten bored and wanted to meet people from all over the world. i especially love chattin with africans. i am currently in a relationship that has its up and downs. but lately i has been more down than ups. In my heart of hearts i know that its not going to work out between us. I love this man for all he has done for me in the past. but there comes a time where its gone be or its not. I havent left my boyfriend because we are trying to see if it works. about a week ago i meant a young man that is Youruba and he is also married. We have this strong connection weather his attentions is true or not is to be seen.We kinda of fallen for each other right away( i know it sounds utlerly crazy and stupid) the beautiful thing is i respect that he has a wife and i would not in anyway want to try and steal or even disrespect my fellow woman in anyway. No woman deserves another woman convenanting her treasure. And i myself am in a relationshipan nver want to hurt the man im with reguardless if my relationship is on shaky ground. My thing is that i do like him more than i should. It seems sometimes in like we meet right people at the wrong time. Anyway because of the strong connection we feel for each other ive decided to slowly back away even as a friend. Sometimes the things we want isnt the right thing for us. BUt with that said i want to thank God for let me meet this wonderful man.If he reads this confession i hope he takes what i am expressing with a grain of salt. His wife and my boyfriend deserves nothing less of respect. He is a great guy. than you for whoever reads my confessioni i would love to hear feed back from everyone.

all is love,
a lady with a heart