I was a christian girl at least i thought i was. I always be...
I was a christian girl at least i thought i was. I always believed that no one could ever make you do anything if you don' t want to do it yourself. I know some people will think that i was stupid or that i was naive but this is my story. When i was 17 years old this boy that was 15 he just led me down the wrong path of sexual sin and i fell in maybe because i felt very sheltered by my parents or i was just not strong in my christian faith as i thought. He told me how he liked me and how he imagined me naked and all that explicit things. I first told him to stop but after a while i fell into it as well and i started to tell him my fantasies about him and i doing it. I always thought that if something like that ever happened that i would stop it and i would do the right thing, the christian thing but i guess i was wrong. After telling him no,He still continued sending me explicit text messages and asking me for nudes. Finally i decided i wasn' t going to do it anymore and i was going to stand my ground even though he kept trying to bait me back into it by asking me if i felt good when he said sexual things to me or if i was horny and many things like that. Anyway i broke off all contact with him ( He still texts me sometimes, but i ignore it because i am not sure what he wants to talk about and there is just too much emotion there) but there are times when i can' t sleep and i cry because i feel like i disappointed my parents, myself and God and i don' t know how to get over that feeling and it has been over a year already. Can someone please advice me on how to go about it. Thank you and God bless

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