Sumtimes I wonder if he loves me, like he said I gave him mai heart even thou dia is distance, bt he is always on mai mind, I never tot of Cheatin on him, nd I always pray dat even if he dnt love me dat much, one he wil grow to love me, I know dat de fault is frm me dis nite, bt I ve beggin, Callin nd textin him, buh no remedy, how I wish I wil stop lovin him, cos I feel like he dnt wnt me again, for de first time in ma life I feel like, I ve bin dumped, nd I ve bin wonderin, if u love me like he said won't he forgive me, without seein tears in ma eyes, even de tears dnt touch his heart, God pls give me de heart to endure dis, who knows he nit wake tomrw nd say goodbye! Am really in pains, if u know how much I love u, u won't like ceein tears in ma eyes, I love u nd I wil forever do, bankoke is very far frm here, or I would visit u dis nite, u can do to me wat eva u wish, so sad who knows I mit loose him, bt I dnt wnt