I would like to keep my identity anonymous. as I’m writing this I’m 19 years old. I'm very sad and I am not happy with my life. I have everything more than I need. I also pray to GOD daily. I need suggestion what should I do. Here my Story Begins When I was 17 years old when I Talked to him for the first time. He is 5 years older than me. We talked to each other on daily basis. Even we talked to each other for non-stop 20 hours and never get tired. He runs his own business but he spent too much time with me. He knew each and everything about me. When I got admission in Under Graduation in institute of other city so I went there to complete my study. When I shifted to another city he talked to me almost 24 hours. We have spent great time together. Whenever I talked to me I felt faint. He has magical voice. I often said to him whenever you talked you me I feel as I am drunk. I was mad in his love. I was drunk in his love. He was my each and everything. He also loved me a lot. At that time he was always on my mind I didn't pay attention to my studies. I didn't get good grades so I have to came back to my own city. I told him and cried a lot that I have lost my career now I will not be able to get you and when I had time I didn't pay attention now the time has gone this and that I was very sad at that time and I don't remember what I have said to him at that night. From that last call he didn't talk to me. I sent him a lot of messages and make him call for many times but he didn't give me response not for a single time it's unbelievable for me the person who once ready to sacrifice him for me doing this. I cry for him daily and pray to GOD that I want him please give him back to me. Still he is on my mind for each and every second I am unable to bear this. I think that it was my fault that I made him call and said that all bullshit. I want to know was that my fault?