Hi guys , i am really confused , i was into some kinda bad things until i met this girl and she got me changed , i mean i find myself doing things with respect to her i realized true love was the only hope i got to turn me from those bad ways , she's perfect,got wisdom,not demanding even when she's seeing the cash, she's just good inshort. and things was just alright and perfect with us until last 2 months when she comes up with a certian voice record on her phone, she was asking her dad how he will feel if she marrys a guy who's not a MUSILM and her dad was like he's ganna kill himself or disown her , he said lots of thing on that and she's her dad's favorite . i made her realized that we can fight whatever comes up together , we discussed it and everything was just alright and our relationship goes on smooth until about 2 weeks later i didn't see her, her phones was off i managed to get in touched with her and she told me that she's sorry that it's not really ganna work out b/w us that she doesn't wanna hurt her dad , that really hurts,she was really a hope but in grief. After about a week later she wrote me on FB saying she couldn't do without me she fixed a date and we met and everything was even more perfect again,i was so glad.But the problem now is that i have been cheating on her with my 2 past girls since our make up and each of these i cried,this is something i don't really care about in the past, i mean i do it as if it's nothing but this time around it's killing me, i have no reason to cheat on her , she gave me her virginity and she doesn't starve me of sex, she even gives more than i required , these girls are really good but they weren't able to change me and i do not respect them as much as i respect this current soulmate , i don't really mean to cheat on her but they won't just let me be,i just need that courage again to tell them that i can't continue with them any more for real and i do not know the best way to face her family as a non Muslim ,i want this girl for real as for marriage,she mean a lot to me ... please help guys