Its a bit crazy..but here i go!.

I love my man very much and he is not around since a month due to an emergency situation back home. His absence has made me realise that i have been emotionally abusing him. The fact is i'm simply honest & straight forward, however my man does not believe in being the same. Small unnecessary lies for no valid reasons cause us to fight like crazy. I hit & yell at him to a point that half our neighbours are for sure thoroughly bugged!. Infact, i threw all his stuff out of my home and he was extremely embarrassed. During these times, he has been totally respectful without even thinking about raising his hand on me. I used to think i was right doing that cuz all i wanted him was to be honest to me & change for the good; i tried reasoning with maturity and calmness too, but to no avail. I am simply lost and this confession about beating my MAN is making me feel like CRAP. Bottom line, i am very sorry and feel much better after sharing