i am very miserable,i live with my parents with 2 siblings and i am 16yrs old,but ever since i was mature enough to understand this cruel live i just realise i have never met my relatives,my parents had introduced close friends of thiers has my relatives but now i know we r not related.we live in northern part of nigeria and we have never travelled to see any member of our family,i just got admitted into a university in jos and visited a friend,i was watching her album when i saw familliar faces,that of my dad and i pretended and ask her and she gave me a shock that her mum told her that 2 of her mum cousins from d same parents,that the guy impregnanted the sister and they left the country,and that is my mum and dad,they r bros and sis of the same parents,i now realise why they look alike,i have not been home ever since,they called me several times but i couldnt pick thier calls,i want to end my life,my siblings r age 15 and 10,they r too young,i want to buy rat poison and give me an