Yes I know am wrong but somehow, the wrong still feels good at times (am sure that's the devil). People blame men for everything but how would you explain girls that know you love your fiancee but still wants to date you? Or still beg to have phone sex with you, including one that started off by preaching God? Well the thing is, I've been having phone sex with other girls even if am not responding while the girl at the other line might be m**ning & cl***xing. And I never experienced such when I was searching. But why now that am in love with someone else? Very awkward! Idiots would blame me for all its worth but the experience somehow feels wonderful and I will drop this act before I get married. I promise (I've never failed a promise before)! I only hope she won't catch me!!!