Dear pals ,I have a confession to make but it is sort of absurd.Twelve years ago I met this girl and we were really close.We promised to get married but I was a bit young and so was she.We saw later after an interval of two years she was still a virgin but I didn't think it was right going to bed with her because I had already lost mine under 'controversial&# 039;circumstances but I really never forgot her and I always thought about her in my very quiet moments.I keeping into contact with her but it was really difficult cus by then we used postal boxes no emails and she parked from her former residence.It's 2011 and I heard she got married and has two kids I was happy for her but I felt really sad.I have not found any meaningful relationship something done in innocence and precociousness is sometimes the most appreciable of all relationships.I was in church yesterday and asked God to forgive for ever saying I'd marry her cus the last time I saw her she cried bitterly but I just didnt feel I was doing the right thing I felt I was taking advantage of her emotions dont get me wrong I loved her but I was not ready for anything too strong.I'd have ended up hurting her I guess.Am I really wrong to feel the way I felt...guilty?