Pals, I don't understand why it is that when I have a moment and am feeling down about my situation I'm made to feel like I shouldn't have these feelings. Every morning family calls me on their way to work or between traveling and they want to share what's on their minds. I let them get whatever is bothering them off their chest and then I always point them back to God and pray with them over the phone. I do the same when my friends call. This is almost daily occurence. I'm always everyone's confident and I make time to talk to them when they need. But I feel I don't have anyone to talk to but God of course and that should be enough but sometimes it brings comfort to have a person to share with....to atleast hear me out. I don't know, maybe I'm being ungrateful to God. Because of the way everyone makes me feel I now regret mentioning how I feel. They don't realize that many times I've cried about my own problems before they call but yet I always listen to their problems and pray and encourage them. My situation is that since I graduated 5 months ago, I have not been able to find a job. I've applied to atleast 70 or 80 jobs over the last 5 months. I rent and bills to pay. I'm just concerned. I moved to this area to be closer to family but if this job situation doesn't work out over the next few months I'm considering moving back to where I lived before (God willing).