Yesterday – 7:31pm 9/09/011
She sits alone after a hard day’s work, as the dampness of the night air closes in. Chores are done, children are gone, she feels her empty life has become a sin.
She ponders deep in reflection of her past, missing things that once were. Desperately seeking the attention of a good man, she feels her life has become a blur.
She pours herself a drink and vagrantly kicks off her shoes, she feels her life has become the blues. She feeds the pets with no regrets and wonders where her life is leading to...
She hops online, sends an email to an old friend, hoping one day to see them again. Her thoughts engrossed as her eyes fill with tears, she waited a long time and feels she has wasted many years.
She thinks of school, good deeds and fun, realizing her life has just begun. She asks for help from strangers online, hoping today’s problems will turn out fine.
She banks online paying her bills, he left her with nothing but good will. She struggles each day to make ends meet, bowing her head as she looks at her paycheck in defeat.
She prepares for bed with sorrow in her heart. She needs some rest to get a fresh start. She clinches the pillow of where he once laid his head, going to sleep is now something she dreads. Tears fill her eyes as she misses the love she once knew. The widows walk is a lonely one…for there is nothing left for her to do.
Jonezie
