Now I must confess am getting more and more confused about Kate; she's a good girl, decent. We met and got talking, casually at first. She's not into any relationship (she told me). I asked her out, She didn't say yes, she didn't say no. Said its not an easy thing to say yes, said its difficult to say yes. Well I kept ma cool, hoping with time She'll loosen up, but each time I talk to her about it She gets mute for like 10-15 sec, we talk on phone but its like I could here her heart pounding!!
Recently I frowned at her not picking ma calls and not returning them telling her how She's putting me through emotional torture, to which She responded... "am sorry" "Its been a busy week for me" "i am sleepin as i type this" "came back from a vigil this morning" "our church harvest was today and the cooking was don at my house" "i av been sincerely busy" "am sorry for any torture i av caused you" "truelly sorry". Two days after, She said She's not ready to go into any relationship for now. Asked her wat her fears was, said She's not afraid but agreed She has some doubts. She's Yoruba, am from Benue. Sunday night I called her She didn't pick, She didn't call back. I'd called her at about 7:22am this morning, She didn't pick and till this moment She's not returned ma call.
Pals; Athena, Lora, Oyin, Bella, Christianity, Chrisfab, Sociable, Yane...whats the name of that guy with a long thing..and all other pals in the house, grab your key pads and help me outta this shit!! What do y'all think about this chick, any hope for me with her? Never been so crazy about a lady my entire life. Guys help a brother!! Tanx