Since 2008, I have been facing one bad thing or the other. It has never been good, its all bad. We were chased from our fmr residence because the Landlord wants to sell the house. We squatted with my parents friend for sometime, until we could get our new residence but as we tried getting one, my dad fell very sick from poison in the village. My mum lost some large amount money in business, she got HBP and going towards stroke. I got admission into school, I had to work and study and scrap the ground to make ends meet but it affected my studies. Last year, my dad died as a result of the poison, my mum has been disfigured with the fact that her company is dead, she doesn't concentrate any longer, she virtually lives on drugs. Now my result in school is not going well in school due to different distraction from home and insufficient funds to foot my bills. My school fees for last session has not been paid and I tried to work during the hols to get it but it was increased from its previous amount. I am not thinking well dis days because as I am seeing dis things, my future is becoming bleak and the fights I have been fighting to keep my dad alive and my mum happy has been fruitless and my result is telling me my future is bleak. Am just so frustrated, can't think well and face something squarely, its so sad. Today, my class rep said I look lost in class, he never knew that I was in deep thought about my problems. I never knew my life was this bad since all this years, but the realization is so sad.