I left my country 13 months ago to search for better job opportunities that can offer me the ability to help my parents and siblings. I was in a strong relationship with a girl roughly my age before i left to discover new grounds. As was always expected, we talk on phone and sometimes chat on ***** . Having been away for about 6 months, it never seemed like we were far apart except at nights when we could no longer stay close to each other to exchange the late night chats and cuddling. Yesterday she asked me a question that swept me off my feet. She asked what i normally do whenever i feel the urge to have sex. I claimed to always visit a fellow country guy that lives few blocks away. I felt a deep sense of guilt inside when i told her that. I had cheated severally at times when i couldn't hold it back any longer. Should i have told her the truth? Will it be right to spill the beans? Will she still stick with me when i'm back to my country? I'm so confused. Please advise.